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Do You Miss Me Pervs, Freaks and Web Geeks? Happy Thong Thursday




UGH I'm hating the winter already, My disabilities are affecting Me worse and worse daily. This time of year and weather are really getting to Me. I miss you guys, I have to say I don't think I've ever hated My bed more,  I'm used to being trapped in bed all winter but this year is the first time I can remember that I'm not in bed 100% miserable and depressed. Which is riving Me NUTTY. My mind and half My brain wants to be active and the other half of My mind and brain are like CHICK, you are disabled, you have health issues, outside is NOT gonna help you right now. I HATE that side of My brain right now.  I'm battling a  cold on top of all My health issues ugh, itchy, scratchy throat and all.



I Feel bad that I missed Titty Tuesday this week and it's been almost a week since I updated any of My websites.  Today I'm going to  do My best to give you a combination  to  apologize for My absence. i would love to get an assistant but I have trust issues. My body is My business ya know.  so while I'm running My mouth and filling you in I'm going to bombard you with My sexy photo apologies.  Of all the things I DO, running this blog and interacting with YOU guys is what I enjoy most and what keeps ME going strong.  Never doubt what the power of friendly support can do for a person.



I am, however, VERY excited to tell you that.....GUESS WHAT!!! I'm taking advantage of My "good" days.  I had My FIRST photo shoot of 2012 this week. I KNOW RIGHT!!! Now I've been in bed recovering from it for 2 days and now I have a cold AND committed to shooting My Valentines Day photos today. I can't reuse the one from last year bc I have changed so dramatically in weight. Also I'm shooting them early enough to send out AND sell autographed images and more for Valentines day 2012. I'm so proud of Me.  You get ONE sneak peak from My shoot this week. it's below....eat your heart out AND YES, this is MY mink coat, not a prop. don't hate. I do admit though, I like it more than My full length white and gray one.



Wish Me luck trying to shoot today with My cold and trying to be sexy for you today. It's still Thong Thursday  so I know you guys are drooling and thinking about My sweet chocolate ass cheeks.



 Thong Thong Thong Th- Thong!!!!!!!!!!!!



I tell you, there is NOTHING like a BEAUTIFUL BLACK WOMAN with a sexy ass in a tiny THONG. I know I LOVE IT




 
Enjoy this throwback video clip from AUGUST of, Baltimore slut La' Moure. This lovely freak even bared all and played with that pretty pink pussy, fucked it with a dildo and ALL for a measly $75.00 after calling me DESPERATE to make a few quick bucks. Now watch Her show off her thong for you. She shot this and some hot topless footage this day for ONLY $50.00. I LOVE My city. See the video at http://www.clips4sale.com/19665 and http://www.sexysapphire.c4slive.com


How Hot Can You Handle Me??? 2012 I Feel On Fire




It's late night 3:30 a.m. and I'm woke and feeling frisky. I've been posting sexy xxx pics on twitter and My  Tumbler Blog. Lately  I've been watching My own videos are turning Myself on. I am so glad the  holidays are over so I can get back to having time for some "self love" I've noticed lately that watching Me play with My pretty pink, juicy, especially hairy pussy.  It's something about the way  that when I cum I throw My head back slightly, eyes roll back in My head and My tongue moistens the corner of My mouth....it just turns Me on.



I actually fell asleep last night while chatting with the viewers in My live  with My live house, house. If you aren't familiar with My live house cam, let Me fill you in.  For over a year now I have been running live cameras in My bedroom/home 18 to 24 hrs a day.  Yes, when I'm awake, or sleep, r with company or even in the shower, I allow people deeply in My personal life.  It's been so different for Me. especially now that I have no sex life. I'm currently looking for a few new dedicated submissives, to make int My permanent slaves to service My ass and pussy and be My dedicated slaves and servants. I've developed such a closer relationship with many of My fans through My live house. Being as though I have home AND mobile internet I even have the option of taking My live house cams outside or on the go in the car, like on the snapshot that was taken in the car last year.

picture sent in by a fan

I'm home for the winter while n My yearly winter hibernation so I have so much more free time to interact with My fans and followers, webcam and  phone sex calls. I have a phone line set up through rude, talk sugar and will be finally adding My Niiteflirt buttons and info to the sidebar as well. There are multiple ways to reach Me for one on one contact; or like I tell so many of you, that if I'm on yahoo i have a box HERE on this site that reaches Me directly.



Lately I have been editing footage too. I keep getting asked for new dvds an the only reason  they haven't been done is a mixture of My being overwhelmed and My being lazy (hey I'm honest). I've been editing some hot stuff too and by mid February 2012 I will have a new blow job compilation and a few more compilation dvds available for sale.  By NO MEANS just because I don't freak off like I used to does that mean that the old freak will fade from existence.... nor will My videos disappear. You can still see your favorite Baltimore freak, suck, fuck, eat pussy, have ht strap on fun and more....Why aren't I taking them down and stop promoting My adult work??? Because I LOVE THIS SHIT and I'm still a freak, I just only do masturbation and fetish shit now.  Watch Me in 2012 because I'm on some hot new shit, like the hand job series I'm working on.... The following image is a taste of what the dvds will show.


Markus sure had fun that day, you can still find these hot videos in 3 places for rent, viewing and/or sale or on My pornhub page, where I have free previews and clips.

My Video Store, My Membership Area, My Rude.com Profile

Don't think for a minute that your favorite freak is gone .....



I've been getting a lot more attention for My modeling lately, I don't know if you've kept up but below you will find  a list of a few of My latest features. I hope you take the time to support Me and check Me out.

Phat Apples Daily
Eye Honey RSVD
For Women Outlet
Flixxx-r77
Music Is Life Magazine
Touch Girls Online

There's always an abundance of sexy Sapphire for you!!!



Enjoy the FREE video below...NO DOWNLOAD NEEDED just click where it says CLOSE T PLAY  and the video will start.



Sometimes Life Just Feels Good



I rarely take the time to blog about the mundane things ( to Me ) in My life, but I had a happy, peaceful and BLESSED weekend and I feel like sharing. I didn't do anything that you would classify as "fun" or "exciting" but Friday-Sunday were the best days I've had since Christmas.  Being a sufferer of depression I know that EVERY good day is a day to rejoice because I know what its like to have BAD days.

Friday I was really hoping to sleep in late, I had a long week and with My insomnia I had been up and down throughout the night.  I finally settled back in for sleep at about 6 a.m.  and heard My text message go off at 7:30 a.m. I looked at it and saw a message from My cousin saying she hoped I'd visit her today. I rolled over and went back to bed. At 10:20 a.m. or so she called, and immediately I understood that she needed My company so I told her I was up and would get dressed and come visit. My cousin is My closest blood relative other than My son. The majority of My life we grew up in the house together and witnessed the same things and share experiences; we're very like minded and try to support each other 100%
The picture above, I snapped on My camera phone while sitting with her.

We chilled, smoked and ate. I turned her on to curry chicken, she had never tried it before. I had found a new place to get it from and it was awesome, it was so good in fact that I went back to the same place and got  MORE for dinner.  We were enjoying ourselves so much that we decided that we should include the 3rd part of our trinity, My younger sister.  We called but got no answer and I decided that it was a beautiful day so we should just walk to her house and bang on the door.  So we did, until she answered (I'm devilish sometimes) and we visited with My sister and niece for a few hours.



I can't remember the last time I felt so good, sitting in My small circle of family, feeling whole and warm. In awe of My 2 year old niece as always as I watch her grow. She reminds Me of her mother when she was young so much. My cousin felt the weight of her age even tho its only 36, when she realized My baby sister is now 24 years old. After making sure My cousin got back in the house and settled and smoking one more, I headed home. We were both yawning like  crazy.

I had planned to come home and eat, smoke and then go to bed but was more tire than I thought I guess. Within 10 minutes I had curled up in a ball at the bottom of the bed and slept 2 hours. I woke up at 12:30 a.m. and ate, smoked and tucked Myself back in bed. Damn I slept good, I woke up at 8:30 a.m. and felt amazing. I mean rejuvenated like I hadn't felt in days. I decided I'd clean My apartment (still undone on monday) and cook dinner.

I had one big task first, to take all the acrylic off of my nails. I had been growing My nails out and they had gotten to the point where i no longer needed tips or fake nails. OMG I know why I pay people to do that shit. it took 3 hours to get the acrylic off and actually PAINT My nails. I painted them money green. They are so long and pretty. I'm so happy, I've never had nails before really. I started watching a movie version of The Diary of Anne Frank and was riveted, stuck to the computer. It was four 45 minute videos with a final 20+ minute video.
 
I sat at the bottom of My bed and on the floor and watched them all. When done I was physically drained Myself. I literally rolled a smoke and got in bed to play a game of literati or two and relax. I was sleep by 7 p.m.  I slept so good that  of course I was woke in the middle of the night ( damn insomnia) and ended  up oversleeping for church. I woke up  yesterday and felt the need to be there though, so I rushed to shower and catch a cab across tow and got in just after the Choirs processional hymn.

My son was ushering, (I sent him and my stepmom along with My ride and told them i'd be there) and was at the door to greet Me as I walked in. The service was just what I needed to round out  My week. the choir was great, the sermon was on point and  the Holy Ghost was filling My  spirit. At almost the close of service My son pointed up to the balcony to point out to me that My adopted family in the church had crept in. i was so excited to see them, i had been trying to catch up with them since Christmas, they havent been coming to our church recently. 

I had all the Christmas gifts I had bought  for the  girls in the Pastors office. I was eager to give them their gifts and had the best time as they opened them. For Me it was like Christmas all over. I so love kids.

 
I tell you, never has doing NOTHING  felt so  damn good.  I had the most quiet, peaceful weekend filled with nothing but family, close friends and church, God and My church family. Sometimes you realize how unnecessary some things and luxuries are and appreciate and enjoy the simplest things in life.  Even more than I share all My excitement, I wanted to share THIS JOY with you too.  Oh yea and I got a new piece for you. Just posted on youtube yesterday, it's called "My Blues" I hope you like it.





Thong Thursday After Dark : The Explicit Edition




It's almost 11 pm and I know all day you have been  bouncing back and forth from my website to My twitter looking  for thong photos. I wouldn't forget you My loves, not on this very first Thong Thursday of 2012, I had a busy day and enjoyed making you wait for Me. Indeed, I enjoy knowing
that all day you have been fiending for Me. It turns Me on.



Every week  I show  off My sexy ass in a  thong but as this Thong Thursday blends into a Freaky Friday I'm feeling frisky and in the mood to FLAUNT how sexy My ass looks coming OUT of My thong,  Mind you when I see some of these pictures I turn even Myself on. So in keeping with My theme of 2012 "realness", not only are we gonna explore the sensuality of the thong leaving My sexy ass but every picture is 100% straight off the camera, no photoshop. I love Me. Some dude on twitter with 50,000+ followers was tweeting about Me yesterday, called Me "ugliest adult model"  I lol and THANK HIM for letting his 50,000+ followers know about Me. If confidence is sexy call Me Sexy Mc Sex Sex cause I couldn't be happier with what God gave Me hahaha.


(The above picture was taken in My bedroom on August 18, 2010, My 29th Birthday. Natural and happy to look nowhere near My almost 30 years)



Any man that enjoys a woman in a thong I'm sure will love and appreciate the sight  of thongs dropping off My chocolate booty. Hell I'm  getting a sweet tooth just  putting this blog together. I love the way they look, especially outdoors. My sexy ass loves to go outside and take My clothes off.  All summer long  I can be found in remote spots around the city with My photographers.



Damn Im like a  pure hershey bar, I look so fucking edible.  I understand why women are jealous and men are in awe. It isn't easy carrying the burden of being this  NATURALLY beautiful. It's a tough job but someone has to do it.


(I love this pic- wanna get it photo shopped BUT ya'll My fam and  like I said REAL in 2012. I'm a woman yea I got some curves when I turn some shit show. BUT DAMMMMN  My ass look good coming out of this thing hahaha)

Below is one of My favorite thong videos. I love  to dance for you and I'm looking hot, body oiled up, and in a thong dancing to R. Kelly's sex weed.




THIS IS FROM ONE OF MY LATEST SHOOTS BEFORE I WENT ON MY WINTER HIATUS, I LOVE MY BODY, MYSELF AND EVERY LITTLE INCH OF MY CHOCOLATE ASS FROM HEAD TO TOE.  DON'T YOU???

Thong Thursday After Dark : The Explicit Edition




It's almost 11 pm and I know all day you have been  bouncing back and forth from my website to My twitter looking  for thong photos. I wouldn't forget you My loves, not on this very first Thong Thursday of 2012, I had a busy day and enjoyed making you wait for Me. Indeed, I enjoy knowing
that all day you have been fiending for Me. It turns Me on.



Every week  I show  off My sexy ass in a  thong but as this Thong Thursday blends into a Freaky Friday I'm feeling frisky and in the mood to FLAUNT how sexy My ass looks coming OUT of My thong,  Mind you when I see some of these pictures I turn even Myself on. So in keeping with My theme of 2012 "realness", not only are we gonna explore the sensuality of the thong leaving My sexy ass but every picture is 100% straight off the camera, no photoshop. I love Me. Some dude on twitter with 50,000+ followers was tweeting about Me yesterday, called Me "ugliest adult model"  I lol and THANK HIM for letting his 50,000+ followers know about Me. If confidence is sexy call Me Sexy Mc Sex Sex cause I couldn't be happier with what God gave Me hahaha.


(The above picture was taken in My bedroom on August 18, 2010, My 29th Birthday. Natural and happy to look nowhere near My almost 30 years)



Any man that enjoys a woman in a thong I'm sure will love and appreciate the sight  of thongs dropping off My chocolate booty. Hell I'm  getting a sweet tooth just  putting this blog together. I love the way they look, especially outdoors. My sexy ass loves to go outside and take My clothes off.  All summer long  I can be found in remote spots around the city with My photographers.



Damn Im like a  pure hershey bar, I look so fucking edible.  I understand why women are jealous and men are in awe. It isn't easy carrying the burden of being this  NATURALLY beautiful. It's a tough job but someone has to do it.


(I love this pic- wanna get it photo shopped BUT ya'll My fam and  like I said REAL in 2012. I'm a woman yea I got some curves when I turn some shit show. BUT DAMMMMN  My ass look good coming out of this thing hahaha)

Below is one of My favorite thong videos. I love  to dance for you and I'm looking hot, body oiled up, and in a thong dancing to R. Kelly's sex weed.




THIS IS FROM ONE OF MY LATEST SHOOTS BEFORE I WENT ON MY WINTER HIATUS, I LOVE MY BODY, MYSELF AND EVERY LITTLE INCH OF MY CHOCOLATE ASS FROM HEAD TO TOE.  DON'T YOU???

2012's FIRST Titty Tuesday




Well Today is January 3, 2012, it's the very first Titty Tuesday of the new year. I'm feeling a little under the weather today and wasn't  going to blog today but the idea of leaving you titty-less made Me a little sad. I had to come through and flash My bits to give a rise to your dicks.  I just couldn't call Myself the model of the people if I did. 

I find Myself  evolving again, change is in effect and even i have to wonder this time I will be able to keep up with Myself. I see a lot on the horizon for 2012.....Modeling, hosting events and parties, doing drops on mixtapes, model development and focus on writing My erotica. This year will be one of the seductive success.



I love showing off this sexy body and the 34D tits on My tiny frame



I have some sexy video, let Me know if you like them





Man My Booty Has Had A Great Looking Year




Usually on Thursdays I bless you with hot and sex thong pics and videos, but as we near the end of the year, today i want to celebrate My beautiful, sexy, phat ass and the growth it's seen in 2011. I remember when I started modeling , I weighed no more than 101 lbs. I've only ever weighed more than 109lbs when I was pregnant....until this year. 


This photo is from one of My first photo shoots in 2011, it was April and I was just coming off My hiatus. I  was a happy size 2, which is big for Me normally. My booty has never been big and I've never felt I could really compete with the big booty models and never tried.  However, the big booty chicks had one thing that I wanted....tear sheets. It seemed that in order to get printed nowadays you needed a phat ass, not a cute one like Mine.



My 2nd photo shoot for the year, also in April, fixed that and I thought I was a sexy, thick happy camper then lol.



Because I never gain weight I was unprepared for what happened next. By mid May I was looking straight bootyliscious. People were looking at Me a little differently and I has a new swag in My step. The 3 photos below are from May and My fans sure never complained how thick I was getting. I had also grew out of most of My size 2's and was a nice looking 3/4.







June it was steady growing...



And with the expansion of My ass came the expansion of My list of features and My fanbase. 



July rolled around and I was looking sexier and juicier daily




By My birthday in August I was a definite size 5/6 and couldn't fit ANY of My previous clothes. I had to buy a whole new wardrobe to fit My ever growing body. I moved into My new place in August and had no time to shoot til I took the pics below in September.







October and November found Me a size 7 in pants and complaining the whole way , even though I kinda love My juicy, phat ass now.







I honestly hope it doesn't get any bigger in 2012. I'm tired of telling people My ass is real lol no implants, no injections....just one phat ass chick looking damn good. This video below on My youtube has almost 39,000 hits. Guess everyone loves a dark skin thick chick
























I Hope Your Christmas Was As Good As Mine




The holiday season is hands down My least  favorite time of year. I never look forward to it and if you've been a fan for some time, you know I generally hide indoors until it's over.  This year hasn't been extremely different BUT there have been enough change that I'm not hiding indoors, I'm resting and taking a much needed break. Being self employed and needing to hustle 24/7, I haven't had a proper holiday vacation since I've started and this is the closest I can get this year.....peace. I can happily say that 2011 was the best Christmas I can remember in a long time.



I didn't have the Christmas  spirit much this year in the merchandising/ decorating way, I did have a giving heart though. I decided against a tree and decorations this year and spent that extra money on gifts, cards and candy canes for church members.  There are two little girls I kinda adopted at church so I shopped for them as I shopped for My son this year. I decided to spend the night at My parents house with My son so we could open gifts together as a family and then go to church.

My son was  woke at 4:45 a.m. and ready to open all the gifts he saw under the tree. I told him it was way too early ( I had been on the phone til 3 a.m. Myself lol) I told him he could open 2 gifts and then he had to wait until 6:45 a.m.  when we had set the  alarm for.  He opened his ps3 and some Diary of a Wimpy Kid cards and happily went back to sleep. 6:45 we woke My stepmom, grabbed the video camera and got to opening gifts. My son was more than ecstatic as he opened every single item he had asked for. When I asked him what his favorite gift was he proudly exclaimed " I got a lot of cool gifts but the best gift I got is My wonderful family" He is such a suck up BUT damn He know how to make his mama smile.



Not only is he a charmer but he is a heart breaker too at the young age of 11. When he had finished opening all his gifts he turned the surprise and camera on Me and handed Me a stack of gifts.  The first thing I opened was a Betty Boop watch and bracelet set. Then he handed Me a bigger package and as I unwrapped it  I found a treasure chest, when I opened it it was full of little treasures individually wrapped. See THIS is why I treat My son so good , he is such a special 1 of a kind child) He had picked out an assortment of costume jewelry for me including My favorite, turquoise, a sapphire ring and a lighted pill case.  When I finished opening them all he told Me that he had picked each item out himself. I asked him how he knew what to get  he told Me " When I walk in a jewelry store I know what My mommy likes" I could have cried, I swear.



We had breakfast and then My best friend picked u up for  church; this was My first Christmas going to church ON Christmas. Until I became a Christian I didn't understand the significance, so this year I was happy and proud to be there. The message was great, My family was happy and for once, on  Christmas, I was all smiles. After church we went back to My parents for dinner and then I went home to watch movies and relax. I was sleep early, probably before 9. It was such a great and peaceful day.


(Me headed to church on Christmas morning)


(before I left church on Christmas)

I'm happy to say that this peaceful Christmas was the Christmas of My  dreams. I'd love to know how your Christmas was. leave a comment below and tell Me about it.



What A Change This Year Has Been




Wow, 2011 is coming to an end....it seems it blew past so fast. Every day that passes I can still find a reason to smile even when I'm crying and want to frown. You don't hear Me complain much but there's been so much going on in My life the last 2 years. 2010 was a year FULL of adversity for Me and 2011 has been a  year full of unexpectedness and dealing with constant changes because of the after effects of situation I was in or choices I made in 2010.  This year is the FIRST year  I can remember thinking at the end of he year, "Damn this was a good year and Hallelujah I made it through. Normally I'm like "Thank God this year is over, I  hope next year is better."  I mean, I still hope that next year is a more productive and profitable year BUT  honestly if 2012 mimics 2011 I will be satisfied. God has been good to Me.



As I sit here and  type this and bring you deeper into the woman behind the Sapphire image I am welcoming you wholeheartedly to delve into Me as far as you think you can handle because I'm so much more than your fantasy chick. I keep thinking about this time last year, I was stressed out. A fan/friend I met on facebook invited Me to join him on a trip to Florida; he flew in from New York and flew Me in from Baltimore. we spent 4 days in December in South Beach, I, laying poolside and exploring the majority of the time. 

I had a lot on My mind, I kept trying to wrap My head around the fact that I was dead broke but laying up in the Fountain Blue, one of South Beach's poshest resorts.  I had been so ill and in so much pain at home and wants able to do any kind of work to make money, Christmas was a week away and I hadn't done any shopping for My sons' Christmas.  In previous years I started dancing at private parties and even doing full service fun with certain people ( escorting) but in December 2010 I had been recently baptized and joined My church. I had promised Myself and God that My days of selling My body, even if it was only once a year, was over. A fan/friend came through for Me however and sent Me the $200 to buy My sons' Kinnect for his xbox360 and with that and all the gifts My parents got him he had a great Christmas. talk about the goodness and mercy of God huh.



What most people don't know about Me from My work, is that I was suffering in physical n emotional pain ALMOST every day.  2010  was a rough year  for Me because My health had really started a downward spiral. My emotional and mental issues had worsened as well. I applied for My disability/ssi funds at the young age of 29. I couldn't work as diligently or as often as I'd like because I was constantly in so much pain.  My sex life became pretty non existent; I don't know if I had totally lost My sex drive due to My clinical depression, the multiple pills I take a day (currently 14) or even the side effects of the medicine.

With My being single,reluctant to date new people for fear of them just trying to bed Sexy Sapphire, determination to never sleep with someone on cam that  I was not in a stable long term relationship with and My lacking sex drive I knew that My days of being hardcore were over. I announced in late 2010 that  I would NOT  be filming any more blow job and sex videos. From 2011 on I would only be filming masturbation and fetish work, not only for My site but any other site who wanted to feature Me. It was a time of change in My life for sure. 

Honestly, I was scared shitless, yes I was a model who was very popular online and I was an amateur starlet with such a large online networking base BUT  I was also petite, standing only 5'0" and weighing in at 100 lbs. My stats were an unimpressive 34c-25-36 and I was lumped in with many many other up and coming starlets and models.  At this point I wasn't making any kind of good money, I was unable to  go out and work due to My arthritis and fibromyalgia and My chronic pain.I HAD  to apply  for social services benefits  because i had started My disability claim and had to be able to show how I was making it through with no real income. 



While dealing with being broke, sick, unable to work and more I was also daily facing one of the biggest changes of My adult life.  I moved out of My parents home at age 19 and never considered going back, even when I have been one footstep away  from homeless.  starting in May  2007 I had been living with a great friend and benefactor of Mine, I paid no rent or bills other  than My cell phone bill, My meals were mainly  prepared for Me and My company  and in general brought up to me in bed.  this relationship with My benefactor was a non sexual relationship, though I'm sure he was attracted to Me, he  unlike so many men I met, understood My need for safety, security, someone I could trust and other things that made  sex obsolete to Me.Of course though, his neighbors and  even family whispered about it behind our backs, no one wanted to believe that a man could or would live with a woman 30 years her junior and there NOT be a sexual relationship.People just wanted to believe there was a scandal involved.



So anyway on My birthday in 2009 (august 18) My friend walked in while I was hanging with My ex girlfriend ( then currently Saxxx) in My bedroom an announced he was moving out  because one of us had to and it was easier for him. He was under pressure by his family to remove Me from the family home. I, being the friend I am, started looking for a new place; I had initially been practically begged by an older woman across the street that I had become friendly with, to move in with her. She assure Me My privacy wouldn't be an issue nor would some other minute things.

Within 2 months I was miserable and spiraling back into My depression. I started locking Myself in My bedroom..  The atmosphere had changed that quickly in  short months that I felt that after knowing this woman and trying to live with her that I was living with an insane person or the devil himself. I packed a bag for a week and stayed back at my friends house. When My money  came in the next week, instead of paying rent to rent the room i was renting from her I wanted to rent a truck and remove My stuff. After having the police meet Me there because she was refusing to let Me bring people in to move My stuff out, she refused to let My movers in therefor we could only move in that I could get down the steps and to the door so they could load it in truck. I made sure I  got all My important paperwork and all My clothes and shoes. Eventually I had to leave My stereo system and full bedroom set there and was denied access to retrieve it. 



After that debacle of moving out I stayed at My friends' house for another month or so looking for a place. I had way to hard a time trying to  find a place with My limited income and the small pittance I received from social services. As much as I hated the idea of a having roommates I realized realistically that unless I wanted to go back home to My parents house. Without My friends' home and My refusal to go home then I'd have to share a home with someone.  I spent the time from March 2010 until august 2011 living in a boarding house, with multiple roommates, sadly for Me, ever changing room mates.  One thing that maintained the time I stayed there though is the fact that I was the only female in the home.



Sharing a home with strangers and male strangers at that was never easy on Me. Emotionally and mentally disturbed I do not handle change well. I spent the majority  of My time in My bedroom with the door closed. My bedroom was the only place I had privacy and I treated it like My self imposed prison cell.  I had lost everything and was definitely losing My mind too. I found Myself  in constant battles. I argued with My roommates about  leaving the bathroom and kitchen trifling, fussed about the company  and criminal element being brought into the house.

 I constantly found Myself complaining to My landlords that  one of My roommates had started doing drugs and in  tun had stated smoking crack in the house and he was letting his drug dealing friends sell out of our home. I REFUSED ADAMANTLY to live in a drug house and started taking action. In 2010 I lived day to day wondering if I would be attacked or attack someone Myself. I had taken to carrying mace in My jacket pocket and  My butterfly knife in My bra and I was always itching to use them.






Now that 2011 is coming to an end I look back and smile. I've had My ups and down this year but hey that's life. What I CAN'T tell you is what the worst thing to happen to Me this year was, I don't remember any one specific event where I felt like I'd lost all or that I was in a position I couldn't fix. If I'd had to pick any one thing it would be a combination of the issues i have had to deal with in church since July of 2010. Someone found out what I do for a living and has spread info about My job around  church and even started bothering Me at home anonymously through my website.

I tried very hard to ignore some things, to turn the other cheek, to pray on situations instead of making rash decisions.  I have heard the voice of god whispering in My ear though. He tells Me to not walk away, to continue to fight for all of those who can't and/or won't. He tells Me He didn't bring me into THAT particular change to see change needed and walk away. He spoke to Me clearly and said, "Melony if you wont stand up for what's right then who will?" 




Fast forward to current time, late 2011, we are ushering in a new year in less that 12 days.  I reflect back over this year ....2011.....and know that  the Lord is blessing Me daily.   In January My disability was approved, unlike people I know with severe physical ailments and even those who like Me, were clinically depressed had a hard time being labeled as disabled and collecting  disability or ssi.

 I was told in a letter however that  I  wouldn't have to see any extra dr.'s or fill out any extra paperwork but I shouldn't expect to see a check until mid October. The next letter I pulled out of My mail box was a letter from social services saying because of My  SSI approval I would NOT receive any  funds or food stamps for the month. I almost broke down in tears in the post office because I had been so so sick. I was a month behind in My rent and now scared because I didn't know how long My landlord would hold out before filing for My eviction. I stayed in constant contact with them letting them know the status of My case.  To My shock and joy, the next thing I pulled out My p.o box looked like a  check and it was, for $3,500 back pay.  I  started screaming and shouting n praising God right there in the middle of the post office because I had went from trying to  figure out how to feed My son until mid month to not having a real care in the world. God had come through and kept His promise as well. Things were going to be alright.


2011 is almost over now and I flashback to this time last year and smile hard because this year  I got everything on My son's Christmas wishlist  except his psp which I plan to buy this week. God blessed Me truly. He also blessed Me enough this year that I bought 4 gifts a piece for 2 little girls I adopted at  church. On Thanksgiving this year, after  dinner at My parents house I came home and picked up 5 or 6  coats that I had put aside for a family in need. It made My day  to deliver those coats on such a great day of thanks.

This year  has been so different for Me, I can't wait to see whats in store for Me in 2012. Oh yea I had a new interview drop yesterday. Check it out HERE




Freaky Friday Fun With Your Favorite Freak




It's Friday and to Me that means it's time to let the freak out.... You know I'm that naughty little minx that  you can't get enough of and guess what, I know it too. Day after day, week after week I  can't get enough of driving you to the brink of explosion and beyond. I think with Me being so focused on being sexy this year some people forgot how nasty I really am.



Not only  do I make those hot and sexy video clips that you beat off to regularly and post these sexy pics that leave your dick drooling but I can also write words that will set you afire from the inside and make you explode on the outside.  I write poetry, spoken word and erotic stories as well. Check out this erotic poem below I wrote a while ago, it's called "Daddy" and I know you will enjoy.

                                                 DADDY
Ooh Baby yes, make it rain all over me, I'll be the cum covered slut you love me to be. Laid out in the middle of the bed, hair all over my head, panting, barely breathing and time seeming to stand still. What we just shared was so unreal. If only you knew how good you make me feel. Feeling you stretch my tight hole wide, making me moan as you guide yourself inside. The way you move; grabbing me smacking me, choking me, stroking me…sex with your is sheer ecstasy. Trust me, you earned the name daddy.

That's why I'm laid out in the middle of this bed, flashbacks of what just happened replaying in my head. I can't believe what just happened but I want it to happen again. I got my pussy spread wide, please dive right on it. Take me daddy, make me your sex slave; I'm like Burger King, you can have it your way, all day every day. Rubbing your nut all on my chest, all over my breast, fingers in my mouth, licking up the rest. So don't make me wait any longer, I'm laying here begging for more. Covered in your cum, pussy spread wide open, now give me what I'm begging for.



I love to make My tight  wet little pussy  cum and thanks  to My wonderful fans I have  so many new toys to try out on this  little pussy, and now that the summer and fall has ended and I have more time in the house I will be filming plenty new masturbation videos with all My new dildos, vibrators, vibrating panties, vibrating thongs, rideable dicks attached to cushions and more.



I will NEVER stop being that sexy Bmore babe that drives you wild!!!



I enjoy it too much!!!   There are plenty of videos of Me getting this pussy off in My online video store and on My membership area, updated weekly. If you aren't  watching Me you damn sure missing out and I feel sorry  for you. I know that  as a model I have the attention of so many around the world BUT  how many models that you're in love with or a  big fan of, can you see getting down in xxx action???? My membership area is the place for the ultimate fan with access to OVER 200 of My hot xxx videos and hundreds of pictures in My 45+ photo galleries, including topless, nude, hard core, soft core, fetish and event  images. Check out these TWO free video clip below NO DOWNLOAD IS NEEDED, SIMPLY CLICK THE BOX IN WHITE OVER THE BLACK BOX THAT SAY "CLOSE TO PLAY"





This one is a  classic Sexy Sapphire clip that has been driving men and women wild. I KNOW you will enjoy it



I get sexier and sexier every single day and  little to your knowledge friskier and freakier too




There's even more hot sexy xxx Sapphire spread around on the internet, Check Me out on the following sites

*PornHub.com

*Rude com

*MyPornProfile.com




And remember it's that time of year where Santa is watching to see if you are naughty or nice, I've decided to be naughty this year. Maybe Santa will spank Me instead of leaving Me a lump of coal. In case you don't come back to check Me out before Christmas, Happy Holidays.




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